I’ld like to tell you, guys, something.

I read a book list night, “Jingga Dalam Elegi” (Orange in A Sad Song, Fatma Englih translation version). It tells about two twin guys. They had to be separated since they were still too young for that, parents’ selfishness and short cut to solve problems –divorce-.

They were just eight years young brothers when Ata and their mother had to leave their home, leaving Ari –his twin brother- and their father at home.

It was so sad story, irony, tragic, bloody hardly story. They finally met again after nine years being separated by time and space. The time when every effort, sweat and blood, wish and pray to find back each other almost face their end, the happiness that could never be imagined, to meet again the beloved ones, to be with each other again.

_ “Water is more viscous then blood” _

I know I didn’t spend too much tears for it, somehow I exactly realized, my heart was crying so bad when I kept reading through that book. Bloody tears inside, though I know it’s just a fictive story.

I bet, the real story about broken home children out there might be much worse, completed with more unhealed wounds inside.
I now completely know and understand the happiness to be living in a complete family, no matter how big or small the house is, the completeness of us is a very great blessing from Allah.

Even if we don’t have indoor swimming pool at home, a wide and beautiful garden even a big aquarium, this completeness completely brightens our day. The spirit to keep struggling when we are far away from home, the missing part of our heart that we always miss from that very far away place from home, the place where we have to study for our more brightened life.
Talking about completeness of family, for those children with similar incomplete family causing by death (oprans), they have their own version of sad stories. Not much different, sadness of having the missing piece that will never be back.
Not seldom, this incomplete problem becomes a main reason for our sisters and brothers out there to run away from their real bloody sad life. Not seldom either, they stop and stay (in their lost souls) on drugs, alcohol, very bad and heavy cigarettes, even free sex or prostitution.
Irony, tragic, I know it is.
But, sorry guys, though I never know exactly how hard, heavy and sad it is to be the part of the incomplete family, I never agree, not even once, not even a second in my life, with you to do such illegal, non-moral, non-akhlak things. They only destroy your life more and more and even more to the very last drop of second of your life –death- .

If you can open your eyes, properly and widely, you will see that happiness can come from any way that He wants, from anybody that He sends, from any place that He provides for you that you never knew and realized before. Just keep on struggling in your bloody hell life while keep yourself away from those hell-things, the time will remove your tears, heal your wounds inside, put the bright and smile back on your face that you used to have and also make you realize and believe that you also deserve to live happily like the other happy and complete families.

Unfortunately and so sadly, the too much sadness in their life already closed their eyes completely that they cannot see anymore the righteous, cannot even try to open them. They are blind completely, till the very deepest part of their hearts -the biggest part of the broken heart can still be called as heart- they keep walking in the dark. Lost.

For us, the members of complete family, please….
Be grateful of we have today, respect all members of your beloved complete family, love them the way they are and always pray for them. Because no matter what, you are here now reading what I wrote, because of them, you can have those happiness because of them. Because of them.

They are your missing pieces, they are your blood, they are your family, they are also your life :)

Never forget to come back to your missing pieces, any time, any chance that you have. Cause for sure, they always miss you to come back home and always pray for you as well :)

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